screwthegods: (ghosts of the past)
screwthegods ([personal profile] screwthegods) wrote2012-04-11 06:48 pm

012 | [Written]

[The handwriting is careful and neat, as the author takes care to make it unremarkable. Likewise, the camera is blocked, so no pictures show up with the entry or its replies.]

And once again, we find ourselves recovering from an experiment--one made in error, or so we have been told. Yet it is hardly the first time memories have been altered, or individuals found their very perceptions of reality changed. Regardless of the intent, there should be little doubt that this will not be last time the captives of Luceti will be subjected to such treatment.

Do you wish it to cease? Those of you who were sent home perhaps received a reminder of where you truly belong. Or did you instead better understand just what the cost of such a return would be? Few could vanish from this place without notice or regard by at least a single person. True enough, a genuine return ensures the loss of memory, and thus avoidance of pain by those who are no longer bound here. But you know, now, what pain your departure would cause. What, and whom you would lose by leaving the beautiful cage.

Would you even go, if given the opportunity? Not merely for a day, and with no one beside you from this world, but to truly return. Would you fight for the chance to leave behind the chains anymore? Or would you instead fight to remain a prisoner within this brand of paradise?
selfinteresting: (In loving you with my whole heart)

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[personal profile] selfinteresting 2012-04-15 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I certainly wouldn't like that either, but that's not it. I made a mistake which ended up causing his death and acted in a way which upset him, so he may have a few choice words for me if he remembered it. If not, he would be told by others that we died and would quickly come to realise what happened. In either case he would likely come to dislike me and tell someone he shouldn't.
selfinteresting: (We are basic lies)

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[personal profile] selfinteresting 2012-04-18 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I have already had to face them in some ways, but I suppose you could say that.

No, that really is it. I would like to say I wish for no one to find out for their sakes, but it's really for mine.
selfinteresting: (He says "Jane" but his eyes say "Mary")

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[personal profile] selfinteresting 2012-04-21 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mind saying it, if those concerned won't be told.

Assuming he didn't have memories of it? It's hard to say. Some would say there may be more forgiveness if I did, but it's easier said than done. I doubt I could.