screwthegods: (ghosts of the past)
screwthegods ([personal profile] screwthegods) wrote2012-04-11 06:48 pm

012 | [Written]

[The handwriting is careful and neat, as the author takes care to make it unremarkable. Likewise, the camera is blocked, so no pictures show up with the entry or its replies.]

And once again, we find ourselves recovering from an experiment--one made in error, or so we have been told. Yet it is hardly the first time memories have been altered, or individuals found their very perceptions of reality changed. Regardless of the intent, there should be little doubt that this will not be last time the captives of Luceti will be subjected to such treatment.

Do you wish it to cease? Those of you who were sent home perhaps received a reminder of where you truly belong. Or did you instead better understand just what the cost of such a return would be? Few could vanish from this place without notice or regard by at least a single person. True enough, a genuine return ensures the loss of memory, and thus avoidance of pain by those who are no longer bound here. But you know, now, what pain your departure would cause. What, and whom you would lose by leaving the beautiful cage.

Would you even go, if given the opportunity? Not merely for a day, and with no one beside you from this world, but to truly return. Would you fight for the chance to leave behind the chains anymore? Or would you instead fight to remain a prisoner within this brand of paradise?
mythmaker: (How pretty...)

written;

[personal profile] mythmaker 2012-04-12 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe it's silly, but as much as I miss home, I wouldn't want to go back unless everyone was returning as well. Maybe I want to see things through to the end?
mythmaker: (From Above)

written;

[personal profile] mythmaker 2012-04-12 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
There are experiments, dangerous people, and so many other things here. Wouldn't it be better to go home? But I want to stay anyways. That's what I mean.

I am aware of that, yes. I hope there's something that can be done for them as well.

[She's optimistic to a fault, in other words.]
mythmaker: (Interview (again))

written;

[personal profile] mythmaker 2012-04-13 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I wonder when I woke up and decided that I wanted to wait it out? I don't even know how I made up my mind, sometimes.

If it were possible, yes. I'd like to think there's something that can be done for everyone.
mythmaker: (How pretty...)

written;

[personal profile] mythmaker 2012-04-15 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It could be that I'm just not very good at making decisions, though. Or maybe it's because I've made too many friends. I will think about it, though.

I'll have a better answer for that when the time comes, I think. I'd like to think it's possible for as long as I can.
Edited 2012-04-15 20:40 (UTC)
mythmaker: (Summer Vacation)

written;

[personal profile] mythmaker 2012-04-18 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think of it like that. I may not be forced to choose at all, and even then, what would the choices be? I can't focus on things I can't do.
mythmaker: (Interview (again))

written;

[personal profile] mythmaker 2012-04-21 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think that, either. Thinking about the future is important, yes, but not when anyone knows what might happen. Randomly guessing will only make things worse, won't it?