[The boy keeps crying, he can't help it, it hurts too much, but fortunately it's just pain and sadness, there's not enough despair to make the golden crown shatter at his emotions. It's a small miracle, but because of it Goku can't fall unconscious and sleep through the pain. But he can think, reason and understand. He knows already, it's not Nataku's or Homura's fault, it's like with Hakkai... They didn't want to leave, but they had to. Goku clings to the hope that it's for a reason but... There can't be one for Nataku, he knows it.]

It's not your fault... I should have hold him more tightly... I just asked him to play with me, I should have asked him to stay!

[If it's anyone's fault, it's his own, right? He had asked Terra to stay and she had stayed, even though she had forgot him, she had stayed. He didn't ask anything from Nataku, just to play together and because of that Nataku left completely, slipping through his fingers, back to a world where he's silent and immobile. He wonders if Nataku knows that it's his fault, if he left knowing it, thinking that because Goku only wanted to play he didn't really want him to stay. That's not true, there are tons of people to play here with, but Nataku's not here and he wants him to be, even if they don't play at all. He would prefer it to this.]

I'm sorry...